Hey, Mates   
08:26pm 19/03/2007
 
mood: content
Need to use the LJ for posting a picture I'd like Mister Westerfeld to see. Thanks for hangin' in there.
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Huh...   
06:48pm 17/03/2007
  Well...
Me and David are officially...
Broken up.

Sorry it's been so long since I've posted.
 
     

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Tough Contest In The Old's Household   
04:47pm 04/12/2006
 
mood: busy
"Women are tougher than men," Mom goes.
"Barely. Men can endure colder climates longer than women." My dad argues back.
"Puh. I'm siding with Mom on this one." I say.
They both look at me. I look back.
I guess it was a weird time to be zipping up my thick, pink robe with sheep on it.
 
     

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07:43am 01/12/2006
 
mood: cold with a SMILE
SNOW DAY, BITCHES!!!!!

 
     

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One Of These   
08:33pm 29/11/2006
   
     

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"You're So Annoying!"   
09:56pm 25/11/2006
 
mood: weird. like this!
So the gals came over last night, and at seven we put in "Titanic"...
Yeah, that was pretty much a mood killer. We were all bawling our eyes out at the end.
Damn. I wanna see one girl watch that movie and NOT cry. 
It's so reaaaaal! It WAS real!
Anyway, I'm listening to the Titanic soundtrack now. Nothing is really new...
Was gonna do something with the gals again today, but mom didn't want me to, and I didn't feel like doing much, anyway...
I have an ache in the head.
Oh gosh. I love this song, Hard To Starboard.
And Unable to Stay, Unwilling to Leave.
Oh gosh.
Oh gosh....
 
     

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Blahhhh   
07:28pm 01/11/2006
 
mood: pissed off
Went to the library to get away from my mother.
She seriously doesn't make any sense.
My brother agreed with me to her face, and we hate eachother. Thats how much sense she was lacking.
God she was annoying.
Then Griff said he was going to the library so I was like "I'm going too"

'Cause you see, my mom wanted to be in the livingroom to watch TV, but I was watchin' something. Well of course, she makes this big deal out of it. And then she goes "Why can't you go in the basement?" and I go "Because if me and Griffin are in the same room for more than ten minutes, he'll say something to me because he's a jerk. I'm avoiding a conflict by not confronting it." and my mom goes "Oh well, you're the one who starts everything anyway. You always start things with him." Except she said it in a completely messed up way, like the words just didn't make any sense. I think she said, "Yeah you're always the one who makes a confront with him" and I'm like "Mom, that doesn't make any fucking sense" minus the fucking because she would get pissed if I swore. And she kept on and on without making sense so I asked if she was drinking again (She drinks like, every night. And it's not like she's some abusive drunk, she just gets really fucking annoying). And well that started it all.
Ten minutes later of her yelling and talking to herself, I ask her "Oh, were you talking?"
"No, not to you I wasn't."
"See, that's strange." I say, still pissed about the me starting a conflict comment, because GRIFFIN always starts things. "Because you're talking rather loudly for talking to someone else other than me, who must be yourself."
Well that got her off again, told me I have an attitude, I talk nicer to my friends than I do to her, et cetera, et cetera, I couldn't have the internet for a week (Bull shit, they never enforce things in my house), and that's when Griff said he was going to the library 'cause he couldn't concentrate because mother wouldn't shut up.
Well there you have it. That is why I am pissed off, and at the Library.
Oh. I really like this icon I made. I'll show it to you guys some other time.
Ciao.
 
     

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Today   
08:33pm 28/10/2006
 
mood: grossed out
How I would like to believe that my parents are sitting in their bedroom, watching TV, sitting far away from eachother, fully clothed.
This is what I would like to believe.
Why. Why must they do this. I was gone for two whole nights. They couldn't have secluded themselves then?

Yeah. Anyway. Hopefully I'm doing something tomorrow with David, or with him and Kat and Rachele and John and Abby. But John's been pissing me off lately, and he's probably gonna be a bitch for a while.
Blahdy blah blah.
Ho hum, piggy's bum. I'm going to RP now.
 
     

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Huh?   
10:27pm 24/10/2006
 
mood: busy
"Griffin, you don't know the difference between a breast or a thigh. As long as you get it, it just doesn't matter..."
Wait...what?
"...You're just like your father..."
Woah. WOAH. Back up!
"...Neither of you know your poultry..."

Oh.

More inspiration from my okaasan (mother);
"I have been cooking for ten days straight. I'm going on strike. Ten days straight! Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, skip Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and today."
"Why'd you skip Friday?"
"Because we went out to eat."
"Then you didn't cook for ten days straight."
"Haley, shut up, what do you know?"
"I know how to count."
"What are you two arguing about?"
"Haley thinks she knows everything."
"I do."
"Yes, that's right Haley. That's just fine. But you can't get up to pour a glass of milk before supper."
"Mom, what does this have to do with counting?"
"Shut up, Haley. Just shut up."

No respect.
 
     

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I've Been Nudged. Cheers, Rob.   
05:06pm 27/09/2006
 
mood: blank
Wasn't at school today. 
Two nights ago I woke up with a spontaneous nosebleed, and this morning at four I woke up with a runny nose.
Run, run, pant, pant.
Then when I woke up at six I plugged in the hair straightener, and put in my contacts, started my makeup...
Realized I was feeling rather warm. Told mother. Went back to bed.
Woke up four times between six and 11:30. Still.
Phoned Kat, talked to those at lunch. Cute.
Anyway, nothing is really going on at all. Really. I'm going to John's this Saturday for his birthday party, unfortunately David can't come because he's going camping (shock). 
It'll be fun, though. Considering I know what I'm getting John for his sixteenth. But I have to wait until the 4th to give it to him, 'cause that's his real birthday.
His idea, not mine.
There was this really cute dog that I wanted...we almost got it, but my mom, at the last  second, decided to side with my dad. So that was a bust.
Back to school tomorrow. I'll have so much homework.
Cry, cry.
It's just as well, though. They give out a lot of homework EVERY day. Boo.

Cheers.
 
     

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11:39am 04/09/2006
 
mood: sad
Rest in Peace
 Steve Irwin, 
A.K.A. 
Crocodile Hunter.

February.22nd.1962 - September.4th.2006
 
     

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Yeah, That's Right, One Of These.   
10:35am 29/08/2006
 
mood: Awake...at 10:45 AM. Wrong.
Comment to this post, about anything, and

1. I’ll respond with something RaNdOm about you
2. I’ll challenge you to try something
3. I’ll pick a color that i associate with you
4. I’ll tell you something i like about you
5. I’ll tell you my first/clearest memory of you
6. I’ll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I’ll ask you something i’ve always wanted to ask you
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours

Just so you know, screwing with the letters like that was really fun. By the way, Me, Abby, Rache and Kaitlyn (I'm very tempted to call her Cait Sith...) all dressed up again, and had another photo shoot. This time Kat was being Marilyn Monroe, the rest of us were just playing along in prettiness and stuff. If you guys want to see those pictures, say something!
 
     

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Another Dream...Another Terror...Another Fear   
04:06pm 11/08/2006
 
mood: depressed
If you've ever had a scary dream; one that you will never be able to get out of your head, comment and share.
I know it's long. But you should read it and comment.

We all have scary dreams. Some of them are outrageously stupid, and some of them you can tell when you're dreaming. 
This was not one of those.

Kaitlyn, Abby and I were at a school assembly. For some reason, we were talking about religeon. Teachers had picked out a group of students and were asking them questions.
We heard a gunshot.
And we ran.
Kaitlyn and I were barefoot as we ran over prickly weeds...I realized that what we were living through as like a repeat of Columbine; they asked if you believed in God. Say yes? You're dead.
For some reason, the assembly was taken place in Rotary Park. We kept running until we got to somewhere not even in our town, and we hid in the back of a truck.
Suddenly David was there, and we were in the truck, but it was over the ground. I assume it was like some sort of balcony...
I look over my shoulder; I was laying flat on the back of the "truck balcony" and I saw dozens of helicopters bombing and shooting the city behind us.
I tell David I love him during a series of gunshots. He doesn't answer. I know he's dead.
Then I get shot. My body somehow falls to where Abby and Kaitlyn are. I don't know if they're still alive, but I tell them that I love them. 
I suddenly can't move. I'm staring ahead at an end table where a lamp and random books are placed. I want to move them, I can't. I imagine myself moving them, and they fall without my hand touching them.
I feel like a poltergeist. 
I ask myself "What happens after this?"
All I can see are those things in front of me. My vision isn't blurry; its clear as I stare...and stare.
I wonder what happens now, what happens if I'm dead or dying.
I can't feel pain. And I can't believe this is real, that my death is occuring right now.

After a few more series of events, I wake up in my bed. At first I'm not sure if I'm really alive, if I really just dreamt those horrific images; being bombed and attacked by terrorists.
I call Kaitlyn instantly to tell her my dream. And I start to cry.

If you've ever had a scary dream; one that you will never be able to get out of your head, comment and share.
 
     

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H-A-L-E-Y R-A-E   
07:48pm 07/08/2006
 
mood: creative
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
A- You like to drink.
L- You live to have fun.
E- Damn good kisser
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.

R- fuckin beautiful
A- You like to drink.
E- Damn good kisser

Lol the "A" in my name isn't exactly right. I like to drink water...if that counts.
Which I really don't think does.

the letters of your name:
A- You like to drink.
B- You like people.
C- You're wild and crazy.
D- You have one of the best personalities ever.
E- Damn good kisser
F- People adore you..
G- You never let people tell you what to do.
H- You have a very good personality and looks.
I- You're loyal to those you love.
J- Everyone loves you.
K- You are really silly.
L- You live to have fun.
M- You are one of the best in bed.
N- You are absolutely beautiful.
O-Success comes easily to you.
P- You are popular with all types of people.
Q- You are a hypocrite.
R- fuckin beautiful
S- Easy to fall in love with.
T- You love those who love to have fun.
U- You really like to chill.
V- You are not judgemental.
W- You are very broad minded.
X- You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z- Always ready.
 
     

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It's So Easy To Be Disappointed In People   
11:35pm 27/07/2006
 
mood: disappointed
I'm very disappointed in a certain male individual currently, but I'll get over it. Know why?

"We cannot cure the world of sorrows, but we can choose to live in joy. "
And if you agree, comment.
And if you've ever been disappointed in someone, you can comment and explain, get a load off your chest. Anonymous is accepted.
I love you all, and I hope you don't disappoint me one day.
 
     

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Eh, Why Not?   
10:46pm 23/07/2006
 
mood: calm
Everyone's been doing this, so I figure I may as well too. If you don't, it's cool. But this is fun, and you can always change your answers because I'm different from the next person. So have fun!

Post Anonymously.

1. one secret.
2. one compliment.
3. one non-compliment.
4. lyrics to a song.
5. the age you wish to be
6. how long we've been friends.
7. a hint to who you are.
8. after you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you!
 
     

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No One Understands   
06:06pm 17/07/2006
 
mood: distressed
UnlockedHearts5:  a spaniard and an american were emailing one day when they decided to play the backwards game and to type backwards. so at one point, the american said "yes" but of course this was "sey". the spaniard asked what "sey" meant and the american said it means to accept or to agree. the spaniard then forgot they were typing backwards and began to say "si" to everything that he accepted and/or agreed to, but at once point ran out of ink when writing to a mexican friend, so with only a bit of ink left he used an i
UnlockedHearts5:  instead of the ey. and thats how the word "si" became "yes" in the spanish language.
KaTaSaUrUs CrAsH:  really haley lol
UnlockedHearts5: what do you think i'm making this up?
KaTaSaUrUs CrAsH:  haha i'm not sure
KaTaSaUrUs CrAsH: yes wait, yes
KaTaSaUrUs CrAsH: you are
KaTaSaUrUs CrAsH: haha duh
UnlockedHearts5: you're ridiculous, do you know that?


Kaitlyn has, again, failed to acknowledge my superior intelligence.
 
 
     

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As Long As You're Mine   
07:30pm 16/07/2006
 
mood: bouncy
Was bored. Made a Gilmore Girl's background! Click to make it bigger!




David's still gone camping. He should be back on Saturday lol but I miss him.
So I was supposed to babysit on Monday but I didn't know the times so I called the guy and another babysitter was there. I told her to have him call me back. He didn't. So I called again just in case he didn't get the message and left a message on the answering machine. Yet he still hasn't called and I'm supposed to babysit tomorrow morning. Well whatever, his problem, not mine haha. I don't really need money right now anyway. And I want to do something with my friends, which looks like is gonna happen 'cause I don't think he'll be calling any time soon. Oh well!
 
     

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And Already The World Seems A Little Less Bright   
11:24am 13/07/2006
 
mood: exhausted
So Lily (our cockatiel bird) needed her wings trimmed because she kept taking off and slamming into windows, and we feared that, because she could fly high, as well, that she would get caught in the ceiling fan one of these days. So we took her in to where we got her to get her wings clipped.
We haven't clipped her wings for about a year, so it must've been hard on the little bird. We got back to find Lily shaking and trembling at the bottom of the cage, followed by random seizures. She had went into shock and had a stroke; she couldn't move her left foot very well and was keeping her eyes closed.
After we called several people who are good with animals, there was nothing more we could do than to tell her we love her, keep her at the bottom of her cage with food and water, and keep her cage covered with a towel.
When Dad got home, he held her like a baby to control her head because she continued to have random spasms and shakes.
Mom and I also held her, later in the night. We noticed that her eyes had been bleeding, thus why her eyes were closed for most of the time.
Mom and Dad went to bed, but I stayed up. At 1:32 I heard Lily start freaking out again, so I got up and went to her cage to see what was the matter. However, when I got there, I saw her last thrash before she fell over onto her back. She wasn't moving, and was pronounced dead by 4:23, when my Dad buried her in our backyard with my deceased for a year dwarf hamster, Nutmeg. After her burial I stayed up until 6:00 ish, unable to sleep this whole time. When I did sleep it wasn't for long, I got up at 11:00...
Mom took it the worst. Lily was supposed to live another 8 years, minimum. It was just such a shock to see our bird of 6 years die a terrible painful death, because her trembors and sad, crying squaking went on for ten hours before she passed away.
The only thing I regret is she had to go through so much pain...
If we hadn't got her wings trimmed, we would've eventually and it would've been worse, the longer we waited. And if we ended up, for some reason, not getting them trimmed, Lily had a chance of killing herself by slamming into windows when she took off, or even, as I said before, getting caught in the ceiling fan (while it was on).
Everything happens for a reason, but she didn't deserve to go through so much pain. 
I felt so helpless; there was nothing we could do but tell her how beautiful she was and that we loved her. It's very sad...Hense the subject of this post, "And already the world seems a little less bright" from Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest.
It's been rough. I love that sweet bird so much (as we always told her, she is the most beautiful bird in the world) and I'm going to miss her dearly. 
Hopefully we'll be able to get another bird soon, but not to replace Lily, to distract us from thinking of our poor bird who was once in a great deal of pain. We pretty much decided what time..however, the bird is 400 dollars 'cause it's all exotic...green body, red tail, blue head...its adorable hah. 
I sorta just want the new bird so I can stop thinking about Lily's pain. I'm just glad she's not in pain anymore, that's all. Just glad that...
But thanks for caring and reading this far into the post.
Lastly, I'll just mention that David and Wes and Kaitlyn and Rachele came over, and we all went to Killer Hill eventually. Well in the end, David and I are back together :) July 12th. For some reason I just really like that date. But anyway its like still sketchy but it's pretty final. 
So thanks for reading all this and I hope you guys can go and kiss all of your pets now, because taking things for granted really comes into play when it comes to your pets. You just don't realize how much they mean to you until you lose them. So wish them luck in the afterlife for me.
And although this isn't very reassuring, I like this quote from POTC2, too: "Life is cruel; why should the afterlife be any different?" And for those who read the Uglies Trilogy, this is how I always imagined Shay to be, so I drew her (click to make it bigger): 
Oh, and if its hard to tell, she's looking over her shoulder. I drew in her neck and shoulder last night when I finally got tired of staring at her without the other part of her neck. But I sorta like how she didn't have another part of her neck or shoulder like I dunno I LIKED it. But I added it anyway. However I'm too lazy to go upstairs get the picture go downstairs find the picture after I misplace it go back downstairs after searching for the picture put the picture in the scanner work with the scanner to scan it and then find the picture on the computer, upload it and put it in here and then delete everything I wrote about being too lazy to get the picture with the other parts of her neck and shoulder. So there you have it.
 
     

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No Good Deed - Wicked   
11:34pm 10/07/2006
 
mood: Wicked

Completely random:
Saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2 again, this time with my parents. Ran into Heather and Kelvin - coolage! It was nice to see them again. Watched the movie, still love it, always will. "I've got a jar of dirt, I've got a jar of dirt! And guess what's inside?"
"Elizabeth, you know my rule - you wear a dress or nothing, and regrettably, I don't have a dress with me."
And some random pictures now! (Click on them to make them bigger)


 
     

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